Christmas is pretty bleak. My husband passed away last December from Non-Hogdkins Lymphoma, and I've been struggling ever since to take care of my two granddaughters. I work and it seems after bills and food there is nothing left over. I can't afford to buy them a Christmas presents. I haven't even bought myself shoes or clothing in over a year, any extra money which is very little goes for extra things they may need. My heart is already broken because I lost the love of my life. Not knowing what to do at christmas is another heartache I have to endure. One granddaughter is 18 and in high school, the other one is 12 and in junior high school.
